❤︎‬Getting rid of unimportant things❤︎‬

Hello~ and good afternoon :wave:

I always knew doomscrolling was bad but two days ago I believe while scrolling through tiktok I said “what am I doing?” to myself (in my mind). I really started to see how damaging this doomscrolling behavior was. I was not doing things I really wanted to do, drawing, coding, reading, video games. I scroll so often even watching a movie or a show on my laptop feels productive. I deleted tiktok today and I still click where it used to be subconsciously. I hope to one day do the same with twitter but I have friends and I don’t want to abandon my twitter account where I post Jack nui. It’s pathetic but it feels like I built a life on the internet… I want to get rid of twitter and reddit eventually. I will never get rid of my games though:!: I never doom scroll on insta like I do twitter and tiktok so I think i’ll keep that as well. There’s no such thing as doomscrolling on blogger and I only post on my blog a few times a months so it’s fine:laugh: But what i’ll truly miss from social media is the artwork, fandom and the inspiration. I believe I can still get those things some other way… fandom sometimes makes me stressed though :( I want to get rid of my doomscrolling problems for college. If I keep procrastinating… i’m doomed!:o

For college I recently got one of those expensive calculators (only 40 dollars) It is the casio FX - 7950 GIII

 graphing calculator. I really hope this calculator helps me because I suck at math and i’m taking pre calculus :cry:

I really hope she helps me because isn’t this the prettiest calculator you’ve ever seen:?:

❤︎‬Six Flags trip 2025!❤︎‬

Hi, today I went to "Six Flags: Great Adventure" :)

I went with my family of course! We had a full day pass. I've always went to six flags with my family since I was a kid, I was basically born there! But if i'm being honest six flags kinda sucks. Six flags is known for being good but not as amazing as Disney or Universal. Everyone sees it as a cheaper theme park to take the family. I have never been to either Disney or Universal ( :( ) but I think most people think this. Everyone goes to Universal and Disney for the immersion/rollercoasters/rides but people go to six flags only for the rides/it's something to do if you're nearby. But that's just my opinion :T I forgot to mention that I hate scary tall roallercoasters and all six flags has is mostly scary rides and kiddie rides :dead: so I'm a bit biased.

Anyway... I entered six flags like an hour before it was going to open. It was nice, not many people came early. We had very short lines :excited: I first went of Harley Quinn's crazy train, I went on it when I was a kid, still looks the same :) but I remember it being called "runaway train" but I don't know if it changed or if it was always called that. I rate this ride an 8/10 in enjoyment and an 5/10 in intensity. A good ride I am nostalgic towards. I actually went a second time and it was my last ride of the day. Definitely a ride made for those who don't want to go on those large and scary rides, too bad there aren't more of them around the park. Next I went on buckaneer, that one swaying boat attraction. Nice and simple and not too scary, pretty fun too! Kinda short though. I rate it an 8/10 in enjoyment and a 5/10 in intensity. I was seated in the middle of the boat, if you were sitting near the edges of the boat the ride probably would've been more intense for you. Two girls were seated on the edge of the boat and they were screaming their head off :laugh:

While my dad was in the bathroom me and the rest of my party decided to go on skull mountain! Since the park was pretty empty in the morning there was no wait so we decided to go on it while we waited for my dad to finish using the bathroom. I don't know what I expected this ride to be but this shit is SCARY :scared: Okay first, the waiting line to the ride was a creepy long cave. when we get to where we are supposed to get on the actual ride I get this eerie feeling. I sit next to my mom, my two other sibling sit with each other behind us. I forgot to tell you that you can't bring glasses on the rollercoasters, the staff will tell you to take it off. I must let you know I have terrible eyesight. So I set my bag and my glasses aside. The ride starts, at first it was slow and then the scary part happens... the ride enters a dark room then this is where the scary rollercoaster stuff starts. We almost immediately go down a drop, my mom instantly starts shrieking. We are going FAST and it never stops. We twist and turn, thankfully never going upside down. All while i'm blind as a bat, the room is pitch dark and I already can't see well. It adds to the intensity. I don't think I would've gone on this ride if It didn't have a building covering it. Still I did have a bit of fun and I screamed too :) I rate this ride a 3/10 in enjoyment and a 8/10 in intensity. If you want to ride a roller coaster in the dark this is a perfect ride for you! maybe not for me though... 

Next I went on the ferris wheel! a very common but fun attraction. I took a pic of the view :)

While the ferris wheel car was going up I honestly started regretting going on this ride, I'm a bit scared of heights. We went for three turns around and around. I got a bit used to it but on the third turn the ride stopped for a few minutes and I started freaking out a bit. For enjoyment I rate it a 7/10 and for intensity I rate it a 6/10.

I won a toy at one of the carnival games :) Well technically my family won it for me. It was the dart throwing game.

Isn't he so cute~?:heart: :love:

I thought it was a wolf or a dog but no! it was an adorable little seal:love: Awww so cute!

After that I went to another ride. My favorite type of ride, teacups! I'm not sure if that's what this ride is typically called but I always call it that. It's that one ride with the spinning teacups. I love getting dizzy and I love the teacup theme so this is my favorite type of ride! I looooove going fast on this ride, too bad my party didn't like getting dizzy. I rate it a 10/10 in enjoyment and a 3/10 in intensity. You won't like this ride very much if you don't like getting dizzy:dizzy:

I also got some dippin dot~ enjoy my pic :wink:

After I ate some burgers and then I went to Houdini's great escape!

I didn't expect to like this ride but it was pretty fun! I actually had no idea what it was going to be about, I didn't know if it was gonna be an indoor roller coaster like skull mountain or a haunted house but I found out it was a similar ride to buckaneer but with a spooky haunted housed layover and a story.

First we entered a room with a bunch of old Victorian looking furniture and magician tools. It's a very fun and scary looking place. A lady's voice from the speakers welcomes us and tells us the tale of Houdini and how he was a great magician and died during one of his performances but his spirit is still haunting this mansion (or something like that). After that explanation we hear an aggressive splash coming from the Chinese water torture chamber. The women says something along the lines of "Houdini's spirit everywhere!". Next the candelabra near the paining also moves. 

After that whole thing a door opens by itself and this is the ride part of the attraction. We are seated similarly to the buckaneer ride. Only two horizontal rows, everyone is facing the opposite side. The bar part of the seat that makes sure you don't fall off is very very tight. I'm alerting you if you are a bigger person and you'd like to go on this ride. When the ride starts the seats start swaying back and forth, the room itself seems to be spinning as well. At one points it looks like the room is upside down but we weren't actually upside down, it was an illusion! :laugh: I rate the enjoyment of this ride a 9/10, For the first time I wish a ride was a bit more thrilling :o For intensity I give it a 3/10, It's like a less scary buckaneer.

I didn't go on more any rides after all that until the end of my stay, That was most of the less scary rides that weren't babyish. I also went into a gift shop and found this cute little thing~:heart:

I saw this same exact hamster plush at the carnival games but the game needed 10 people and we were a party of 5. But I have it now~ :heart: I went on Harley Quinn's crazy train one last time before we left. In conclusion I rate six flags great adventure park a 10/10 in thrills rides, a 5/10 in food, and a 10/10 in kiddie rides. Overall a I rate it a 6/10 in theme parks. Just my personal opinion...

That's all folks!

❤︎‬Shopping for college supplies❤︎‬

 
Hellow! :)

I know I said I was gonna take a gap year but it seems like my plan didn't get through my parents :dead: Why is signing up to college soooo hard??? i've been at it for a few days and it's just so confusing! It's just community college I should be able to apply and sign up for classes in one day :mad: I still haven't been able to apply for classes yet. Anyway... today I went to shop for clothes for next month. I just got some jeans, none with himekaji vibe but still cute. I only went with my parents, my parents LOVE to drag my siblings along everywhere so it's nice to feel like an only child :laugh: First we went to tour my college while no one was inside(my parents work there). My parents gave me a little tour, I thought it was gonna be bigger but it's just community college. I like the smaller homey vibes anyway. A hogwarts-lookin' school would've given me so much anxiety anyway lol :sigh: After looking at my college me and my parents went to IHOP, it's been years since I went to IHOP so I was pretty excited :excited: I ate some blueberry pancakes, coldbrew and some hashbrowns~!:yum: It was okayish. I should've gotten some chocolate chip pancakes instead with some lemonade or coffee... but I didn't want to look childish:( It makes for a great pic for my blog though~!

I wasn't interested in much at Burlington. Burlington at the mall is way better by the way. Next week i'll go to the mall. The only thing I really loved was this adorable pink with white polka dots bebe umbrella:heart:

The rest of the day I just relaxed =w= bye bye:heart:

❤︎‬Went to a party❤︎‬

Hello! :wave:

Today I went to a party (not by choice lol) This is the first full outfit i've shown on this blog! This is the same dress I talked about last post! I tried looking for a pink dress I found this black one with pink and white flowers instead :) I still love it! I wonder if there's such thing as dark himekaji:?:

Isn't she cute! I love this outfit! :love: I wouldn't call this style pure himekaji but himekaji inspired. I think the jfashion comunity is kinda nitpicky with these things. I got the dress from burlington, the sandals are from jcpenny, I forgot what the white thing is called over my dress but idk where it's from my mom bought it for me, I'm not sure where the bag is from either my aunt might've gifted it to me, I don't remember the name of the store I got the bunny bag charm from but it was a store similar to miniso. The birthday party was in ocean city, it was like 3 hours from where I live. Soooo long and not worth it :sigh: Here is an image of the long bridge I was on.

bye bye:heart:

❤︎‬Went shopping yesterday~!❤︎‬

 

Hello~ :)

Yesterday I went to the mall with my fam:heart: I couldn't post yesterday cuz I was so sleepy after I just couldn't do it :yawn: Okay so a few days ago my mom made some concha :yum:

It was a chocolate concha!:yum: Not super chocolaty but still delish with some milk:excited: I know I know, it's not very healthy but I was lazy and hungry :( After I ate that I just chilled for the rest of the day. I'm working on my neocites and a lot of progress has been done but now i'm feeling a bit lazy =w=. 

Anyway, now to the very fun part, shopping! I went to the mall, I was mostly buying stuff from burlington but I also bought not one but TWO prismatic evolution packs. There were five or six of them total where I bought them. A few months ago there was only one pack. Do people not care about prismatic anymore? :laugh: After that I went to burlington, not many people like burlington because it's cheap but I don't care lol. I'm a cheap loving girl. I'm a himekaji girl that has never bought from lizlisa. I have found like one cute piece before and I like their pjs:heart: (I bought one!).

Sorry for the messy pic :sigh:

Some stuff is my mom's lol. I picked out like ten things but I only bought like four things :dead: Some stuff straight up couldn't fit me and other things by mom thought was ugly :(

I got a cute casual dress I will pair with some sandals I got a few months ago:excited: I also got some cute, pink with white polka dot pajamas:heart: If you know me you would know that i'm obsessed with pink with white polka dots! It's just such a perfect pattern~

Ain't it cute~?:heart:

I am absolutely obsessed with these pjs. It came with shorts and pants! and it's so comfy and soft too~ After shopping me and my family went to a Mexican restaurant!:yum: I got some tacos de chorizo without onions and cilantro. Yes, i'm picky yell at me all you want! :laugh:

Waaaaoooo!:yum:

These tacos were soooo good. I put some lime and other stuff on it and it was filling and great. The staff was nice, the decor was nice and the food was also great. I'm pretty sure the restaurant is called "La Cabana" or something like that. great, 10/10! :) When I got back home I immediately changed into my new pjs:excited: and I opened the two prismatic evolution packs! I got two hits from each pack! lucky!

vaporeon and espeon:heart: Aren't they cute~? I don't have any sleeves unfortunately so I have to keep care of them well :(

bye bye:wave:

❤I drove for the first time❤

Hi! :wave:

Today was just a calm day. I ate mac n cheese with chicken for breakfast :yum: It was leftovers from yesterday, it was very good! After that I just scolled through tiktok and watch a little youtube. I also ate a delicous strawberry icecream bar~! :yum:

 I played a game after that. I've been playing tengoku struggle -strayside-. You play as some misandrist girl that's the ruler of hell's daughter. You need to go on an important mission with these 4 misogynistic men. It's a bit strange but it's an otome game (romance game). I hope they learn to stop being misogynists/misandrists :( Here's a screenshot:

There's also a cute kitty :3

The self insert looks so cute! I look the same when I have my glasses lol :laugh:

I was scared when I was first in the driver's seat but after the car started moving I calmed down. I am very scared of cars and driving because I got into a car accident around four years ago :( I needed a lot of help. I got jealous of my sister, she wanted to learn of to drive as well and she was doing way better, my father didn't have to correct her as much :( After practice we went to walgreens to pick up some snacks :yum: and now i'm gonna eat them! Bye!